Så lång tid e det kvar av detta år. Inte så länge med andra ord. Tänkte bara informera lite om dagarna som kommer samt skriva klart julklapps-listan. Nyåret ska vi skåla-in här hemma! Det är bra eftersom vi har så bra utsikt över fyverkerierna. =)
Imorron ska vi åka till farmor på Solhaga å stanna där tills på måndag. Så det blir inget bloggande för än ett par dagar in i januari..
Istället för att uppdatera Julafton är över men glädjen är kvar så tänkte jag vara lite snäll å låta er slippa skrolla. Så jag kopierar det, å fyllerpå här ist:

Saker från min önskelista som jag faktiskt fick:
Stog:                                                      Fick: - från
Green Day skivor                                  Dookie - Susanne
Twilight - Så länge vi båda andas        Twilight - Så länge vi båda andas - Helen
Twilight - filmerna                                Twilight (dvs första filmen) - M & P
Bree Tanners andra liv                         Bree Tanners andra liv - Susanne

Saker som inte stog på listan men fick iaf:
Sak:                                               Från:
Stor glas-skål                                  Mormor
Biobiljett                                         Mormor
Lila blus                                          Morfar
Tvål (ej flytande)                             Farmor
Schampo                                         Farmor
Läs-lampa                                        Farmor
HITS 2010 (noter)                             Farmor
Smycken                                         Farmor
Smycken                                         Farfar
Lerfigur                                           Ch
Vampyren (Kalle Ankas Pocket)         M & P 
Livets skafferi (bok)                          M & P

Saker som mamma fick av farmor som var försmå, så hon gav de till mig:
Tumvantar

Saker jag fortfarande önskar mig:
21st Centuty Breakdown (=Green Day's senaste skiva=)
Vampire Diaries (Tv-serien) (1 & 2)
Resten av Twilight - filmerna
Sims 3 expantionspaket
Benvärmare
Långärmade tröjor

Sorry att det blev ett så låångt inlägg men nu har jag iaf skrivit ikapp mig till nutid..
Hoppas att ni inte somnade unden den långa, tradiga läsningen..

                                      // Halvsovande CarrO

Nu har jag haft min sista lektion för denhär terminen. Matten var inställd eftersom Eila var på typ cosmonova med sin klass.
Sorry att det inte blev ngt bloggande igår men det gick inte att logga in på blogg.se.
Så här kommer lite info ang gårdagen:

• Hade terminens sista engelska lektion, fick reda på vikler betyg jag kommer få, VG, skulle fått MVG om man bara räknade den muntliga delen.
• Fixade jul-kort på elevansval (som jag tyvärr glömde att ta med mig hen idag)
• Hade terminens sista simträning med Tomas (avslutning med Phia på sönda) de sista 30 minuterna ägnade vi åt glassätning. Mums!

Så till det som hänt idag. Dagen började med ca en halvtimmes NO. Sen had vi lååång rast, som utnyttjadets till kortspel. På svenskan diskuterade vilka vilmer vi ska se på måndag. Efter det var det terminens sista språkval. Vi såg på ngn extrmt konstig film. Efter lunch hade vi bild. Där fortsatte vi film-diskutionen och sen körde vi Land & Stad. Mitt lilla lag kom 2a ^-^

                                            //Hon som snart har jullov!

Valde att inte skriva dagbok, varken för Adam eller Cal. Det fick bli ett extra kapitel istället..
Läs och komentera gärna, öppen för kritik.

Additional chapter

Consciousness. It is a strangely fine line between consciousness and unconsciousness. I never really know where I am. Maybe I'm just dreaming. There is nothing scarier than getting to sleep. Will I ever wake up? Will I hear Adam's voice again?

He stopped touching me. He knows the pain. The slightest pressure feels like an elephant trying to balance on my body. But it hurts even more when I don't feel his skin against mine. Then it feels like my body is about to implode. It is only he who can get me to remain intact.

Music. I want to listen to music. All is so quiet. Maybe they don't know that I'm awake.
- Hello! I'm not sleeping anymore!
No sound.
What a hassle it is to not being able to see, not being able to talk, not being able to move at all. I only have the almost-functioning hearing left. So why not use it?

Now it has been quiet way too long. I can't stand it. To hear my mom and dad quarrel now would be wonderful, anything is better than this. But they would never do it when I hear them. They want me to die in peace. They have no idea how unpeaceful it is with silence.

I can hear the sound of a bird collides with the window. It is here now. Here to pick me up. Here to lead me to a world beyond this one. But as long as no one opens the window, I am safe. I am safe. That thought leads me to calm myself down. I'm so relieved that I dare go to sleep without fear of never waking up.


Kanske inte så långt som ett kapitel brukar vara men om man kollar i boken, Before I Die, så ser man hur kapitlena blir allt kortare och kortare mot stutet..

                     //Hon som alltid gör saker sekunden innan de ska vara klara..

Heej, suttit uppe nu under natten och skrivit en recension till en bok jag har läst på engelskan här är det färdiga resultatet:

Book review on Before I Die, by Jenny Downham
The main characters are: Tessa Scott, her brother Cal, mom, dad and Adam.
The book begins sometime in the fall: "I could hear the whisper of leaves hitting the grass at his feet. Invading Autumn." and ends in April: "Out There Is A bright April morning. The world Will Roll On Without Me. I Have no choice. I'm full of cancer.".
The book takes place mostly in Tessa's room and the hospital. Her room is clean and furnished with only a bed, a bookshelf, a wardrobe and a chair. Above her bed is a wall full scribbled in pencil. The hospital is the type that all hospitals are mostly, bright and sterile.
Let me tell you a little about Tess, it's Tessa's nickname. She is the one who tells the story, which is written in first person. Tessa is 16 years old and have cancer, leukemia. Her hair has just started to grow back out again after she has finished chemotherapy. And in doing so she also has become increasingly narrower. The cancer spread through her body and Tessa are becoming weaker but she decide to live first. Therefore, she writes a list of ten things she wants to do before her illness makes her so weak that she can no longer move.
Sex.
Drugs.
To say yes to everything for a whole day.
Break the law.
And so on ...

But while she operates the list, she discovers that there are more important things she want to do before she dies and the list is getting longer and longer. She falls in love with Adam, who is two years older than Tess and lives next door. She knows it is wrong to fall in love when you only have a few months left to live, but she can't help it. Adam keeps her fear of death away and sits by her bed until the very end.
The final chapters are very strange and short as she lost speech and movement ability, and only hear fragments of conversations and she is just conscious a few minutes at a time.
I didn't like the beginning of the book because I did not really feel involved in the plot. The middle part of the book was wonderful and then it is really hard to stop reading at night no matter how tired you were.
The end, however, reduce the final grade because there were too many meaningless comments. Would have preferred a bit more detail, but one good thing was said somewhere in the last chapters: "a little bird moves a moutain of sand one grain at a time it picks up one grain every million years and when the mountain has been moved the bird puts it all back again and that's how long eternity is and that's a very long time to be dead for"
I love that quote. It makes my review score for this book rise again. So if I could put points on the book would be about 7  out of 11.




Kanske lägger upp en på svenska ngn annan dag men nu måste jag verkligen gå å sova.

Natti natti!
                //CarrO